The hit come. I clench my teeth harder. I would never cry, nor would I scream. A kick. A strangle laugh. They shout. They beat me. Harder. But I don't move at all. I don't speak. And so finally they take me by my neck, and force me into looking at them. They're furious. All of them. And more when, while they are shouting at me to bow and say I'm in pain, a smile. A genuine grin, with bright eyes. And bam!, they hit me again. I see Alaric, out of him. And a shy looking boy, blond, who really looks terrified and shocked by my behaviour. What ? Am so fragile looking ? Like some little ice statue ? Nope man. I will never bow !
I kick them, straight and hard, in this Lucas guy jaw. Go to hell, all of you. Be fucked by Satan.

I runaway. I don't try to look back, I know some of them are after me. But fuck them. I close my eyes, concentrate, and explode. I see black skies, lightnings around me, and run. I try hard, hard, and harder than that. I run to the hole in the floor, falling deep. I pass to my world. And then, I open my huge wings, get up my head to the air, and gallop to fly. Consecration, thanks to God. Ginger winged horse, that's what I am. I fly up, up, up, up and stop. My wings come to my body, stick to it, I rock my head down and ass up to the sky and let go. I close my eyes, let the air move my hair, legs to belly. Faster, faster. And open the feathered wings. Slow down a bit. And crash. I regain my human naked body, and cry out. It hurts. I'm mad. At me. At everyone. I howl in fury, and the floor boom. Earth jumps in every direction, trees cracks, grass die. I'm going under. I'm falling, so fast, so deep that no one will ever reach my begging hand and tract to the surface. And it's scaring the hell out of me.

"Tarek... 'Rek baby. Wake up. Come on, wake up already."

No. I don't want to. Leave me be ! What the fuck is wrong with you ? Who's shaking me that way ? For fuck sake leave b-

"WAKE UP !!
-Are you crazy !!!"

I stop. Matt. And cuddle in his lap. God, thank you. It was just a dream. Matt... I love you. Thank you...